Broken Soul

So guys, this is a literary piece that I've came up with while I was bored. But before you read it, I'll tell you this to make it clear: written just for fun. Didn't have any experience about love. Just pure bluff.

It’s hard to love someone

when you know he can’t love you back.

It’s hard to trust someone

 when you know he can break it anytime.

It’s hard to believe someone

when you know that he may be lying.

It’s hard to assume

when you know that maybe it means nothing to him.

But believe me I tried, I just can’t help it.

I loved you.

I trusted you.

I believed you.

I assumed.

Is it my fault?

Is it my fault that my feeling’s this strong?

Is it my fault that my heart chose you?

Is it my fault that you were always there when I was vulnerable?

And lastly,

Is it my fault that you chose to break my heart instead of yours?

You told me you will never leave.

You told me that I can always count on you.

You told me that you admired the way I handle the pain.

Lastly, you told me you love me.

But why?

Why did you tell me to stop?

Why did you stop this budding relationship that we already have?

You left.

You abandoned me.

You left me hanging.

You… broke me.

Tell me how can I handle the pain you brought me?

How can you hurt me this bad?

Tell me the way how you broke my heart so I can break yours?

Tell me how can I hurt you the way you hurt me when, until now, I still love you?

I waited for you.

Every second of the day.

Hoping you’d return.

Hoping that you’d take it all back.

Please take back what you said.

Please take it back.

Please take me back.

You made me wait.

You made me cry.

You made my heart go weak.

You made my heart grow cold.

How can the only man I have ever loved break his promises?

How can the only man I have ever loved betray me?

How can the only man I have ever loved did not love me back the way I loved him?

And…

How can the only man I have ever loved…

Break my heart?

So yeah. I'm planning on making it a song, though. For the broken souls out there, I hope this would mean a lot to you in a good way.

Thank you for reading! Kumawo! Danke! Merci! Arigato!

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